Friday, September 09, 2005!
HandWritten on; 2:59 PM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! i m feeling damn irriated now.. i dunno wads up wif pple.. or i tink is mi?! i been damn busi tis week.. even if its the holidaes.. No one understands mi.. out of my conscience i can sae.. i have tried letting pple to understand mi.. i dunno wad i m typing.. i juz wadeva that comes to mind.. i juz type the whole thing down.. I realli dunno.. its seems lyk wheneva pple are angry or upset they cum finding pple.. after they finish venting.. they juz walk off.. feeling tad they have done nth wrong.. i mean lyk cummon plz larz.. i m a human ... i not some superhero or robot.. and is lyk things keep occuring.. i dunno wad m i feeling now.. is lyk damn stressed up.. i wanna relax fer 1 dae.. and lie on my bed and think of nth.. realli nth.. bud i doubt tis dae wld even occur to mi.. is lyk confused+lost+stressed up+anger+ disappointed+upset??? juz look at my feelings.. which of this is positive? where do u c the word happi?? u dun rite.. than why do pple keep pouring out their feelings.. not saying i mind bud throwing ur temper at mi fer no entire reason.. is lyk i wanna kick ur ass cum slap ur face and giv u a gd scolding.. juz look at mi.. i trying to giv pple a strong front.. bud i m lyk so PATHETIC! inside.. i tink i m lyk kinda repeating myself.. haiz!!! <<<<< c wads tis i sign of greifness.. wad de hell .. i feel damn PATHETIC! hu is there gonna support mi and i can always count on? i realli dunno... i m seriously in lyk anger now? not realli.. is more lyk upset and disappointed..
