Saturday, October 29, 2005!
HandWritten on; 10:33 PM
hehe. blogging in my incomplete blog. =x. haha. so0 lazy to complete it. haha! lotz of things hav happened tis week. getting de results of all subjects.. getting klass posting. my own probz.. loosing frenz and stuff... i was lost. confused. and filled wif different emotions. >.<. i do not dare to type all those down. afraid tt someone will juz view my blog. lol. i feel tt my life is lyk a lousy movie which everyone will jeer at the end. nv a gd ending. dancing has helped mi. not to tink bout the state i m in. fer 8 hrs. i hav teared in my slp w/o knowing the reason. i dun wan to spoil another relationship again. and to loose any more of my frenz. i dun 1 it to happen. u noe how much i suffer. i dunno wad i m in. depression? screaming may be the other way put. bud how often can i do tt. i guess tiring myself out will juz do it. where's de girl wif her smiling face. grining frm ear to ear which wad everione sees last tym. when is solana. i dunno hu i m now? a shit rubbish monster. issit juz sighing i can do best. maybe so i gues.
