Saturday, March 25, 2006!
HandWritten on; 11:19 PM
I guess u won't read my blog todae. Cuz ure pretty tired after ur events todae.
But, i had alot of tots and many thinkings todae
First i would lyk to apologise sincerly frm my heart
My morning call wasn the offing of air corn
Nor the noise pollution outside my hse
It was about u.
I din noe how it happen but yes. it happen
the tot juz came to me.
Wad will happen if something goes wrong
and wad happen between u and her
She made me realli scared
Would go between us
I dunno how wld i feel
Nor i will noe. If i can let u go
this kept me thinking and thinking.
Realli afraid when de dae comes
The word i saw u sent me
Had made it a nv eva forgotten thing to my heart
It made mi smile. And unwillingly to delete
There was a song that it cldn get out of my mind
A song. Dat i had onli heard becuz of a guy
A guy dat had used to chase me
He sang tt song over the fone
And i din noe y i kept thinking of it.
I m sorry. i m very sorry
Than i tot of tt guy. Tt guy hu sent me the e-mails
I din noe y i still haden delete them
I wan to noe. If they made a veri strong impression on me.
I m Sorry. I felt reali guilty when i was thinking bout them
I was thinking wad a horrible beast i was. A monster
As i walked home in the nite. No stars. Juz dim lights outside.
Made me scared. Lonely. looking at my shadow. Following me
I had tots again. Scared.
The feelings for u will nv be replaceable and changed
And fer my tots. I m realli sorry
