Wednesday, March 29, 2006!
HandWritten on; 10:33 PM
Mr Wizard. Pardon me. But wad u said was true. I dun wan to decieve myself anymore. Wadmore cheat on my feelings. I was making things worse. I will admit dat I noe he loves me. Sorry dear, I made u worry so much. and bout tis wizard is wad i went to the hosp fer. And i dun wan to hide things frm him. I have made it proven. Tt someone cares fer me. yes. Advices are try not to get into these things. But dear wizard. I tink its beyong control and something i dun wan to live to regret and suffer. But mr wizard. I get confused ones in a while. I keep thinking bout stuff. I tink so much. Dat i cry. M i veing oversensitive and overworrying? M i being too demanding. I dun wan to loose him. I dunno who i can go to.
You~
Sorry dear dear, I made u so worried sicked! u cld have punch mi at the face or scold me. I feel so guilty. If u wanna make mi taste my own medicine. I dun mind. If it makes u feel betta. I dunno how to repay u back. I dunno wad more i can do. All i noe. Deep inside in my heart. Ure nv replaceable and will always be tot of.
Todae
I m feeling tired. Very tired. But i can't slp. Cuz dear dear hasn reach home. And i got lots of hmk and a bio test to study! OH NO! i wanna slp! So tired! Veri tired! But cannot slp. OH! i was feeling infuriated todae! cuz scott ask mi to do video and go to tjc fer finals at 4! Den i scolded him and jody out of their mind. And said up to u lar. I juz won't come. Over the fone! WAD DO THEY TINK OF ME! ROBOT IZZIT?! YESTERDAE DO! TODAE DO! TML DO! Do ureself la! u so big rite!!
