Thursday, March 23, 2006!
HandWritten on; 10:58 PM
yes.. These are the things tt accumilates a week.
These are also the 4 words
that shows how much i tink of u
I dunno hu will believe
but for once.
I trust myself as what i type down
I nv allow myself to hurt anyone
all the more hurting u
I dun wan anything to go wrong
Even if it does. I wanna face it with u
This may not sound lyk the attp lana
I dunno how many sides i have
So long as i noe. I got a crazy and a moody side
I have uncountable feelings.
But nv to expressed in words
for all i noe.
I make u hurt.
I dun dare to do crazy things lyk u fer her
I'm nv gd in words
Nv good at pleasing pple
Wadmore expressing my feelings
I hope the picture dat u paint in ur mind
Will be the 1 i can become. To make u happy
I dun mind being anything.
I doll. A dead doll. A ugly doll
Juz to see that ure okay.
It fills my mind wheneva something happens
Afraid that the nxt target will be u
I worry
I dunno y i m saying tis
I dunno y i m typing tis
I dun wanna hurt u. or lie to u
Cuz ................................................
