Friday, March 24, 2006!
HandWritten on; 6:45 PM
I m so entirely glad that its a fridae todae! Thou tears rolled down my cheeks becuz of an inncident. Dun wanna tok bout it. y rake the past up?! calm down and tink and reflect. Somehow. Its gonna be ur fault. Tts wad i learn. sallow my dignity and pride and i said sorry to her. I guess the onli pple i told was my form teacher and Mdm Goh and she supported that tt woman is a little too much. I told my 30! And i guess thats the last person i m gonna tell. And onli dear noes tt i cried. Besides my klassamates ( a few ) I din wanna it to affect my mood. U said it. Y shld i let some nosensical person ruin me. and make my body tired by producing tears. So i went for the heats.
Yes! heats. I took a bus back home at 1.45 and amazingly i cld reach the stadium at 2.17! How cool was tt?! Some tot i m insane! But i m NUTS! u also went home. But din c wad tym u came in. But lucky enuf to take part in the heats. Thou u din win. U din get last. Juz imagine u were a gal! U wld definatly win Me. Even if u close ur eyes and run! I m sorry! i m realli sorry! we wanted to give each other encouragement. Cuz both of us were de onli 2 of the hse hu kept running event aft event! Mr anwar! u betta treat me a big bufffet! lol! jkn! I will hug u longer and tighter! promise! But to u my feelings are always ter. nv eva be replaced. I kept wanting to give up. But i told myself fer him. and din wan to stop. My legs are aching badly now. I barely can move. i hope u can recover soon. i dun wanna c u sick and suffering. I miss u. and can't help to improve situations now. =/
Lana. Tired
Can't move
Wan u to be alright
Will nv let juz anyone to make mi cry
Cuz i noe. =)
