Thursday, April 13, 2006!
HandWritten on; 2:38 PM
Okay. It suck! Everything i did was !$@^&* I mean lyk common! so whr shld i start at
After monring duty
Okay. aft moring duty as usual i will be going to the forth floor fer lessons. But. i was walking up the stairs. Blame the shoe being big. I tripped on my own shoe and jerk. Not sae noone. I mean noone saw. Freddie saw! Laughed at me real loud! okay. It was bad enuf to start off. My nose was turning bad to worse
Recess
I had media meeting. I cld have do my duty. but NO! i dun get to do tt. U noe y?! Cuz i had to wait fer THE GUEST OF HONOUR mr scott to come. u noe wad tym we started de meeting 11! FINE! Stupid! c tt shit face! and the video had me which look realli fat! I DIN LYK IT! WAS SO HORRIBLE! but kester said he wld delete it.. okay. I was feeling bad to worse
Chemistry klass
ANOTHER !$#*&^ ! my chem test.
i lost to yunita and kester! wad de ...... argh! Not sae i din noe how to do! i din do 2 questions! which cld have made mi won them flat in the faces! 69% wad de hell! 1 mark= 2 percent i lost to kester 2% and yunita 4% i din top locals. Got beaten flat by kester. w/o he studying i was feeling realli incompetent already =/
A maths klass
Okay. I was doing quardratic equations. Wif my heart thumping really fast. lyk it cld actualli miss a beat. I had an intense feeling wif my a maths test. I was hoping fer a 40 and above. But got a 35 =( my whole paper was all careless mistakes. But it din even made me happi went i top the locals. THe marks were lyk shit! thou i won yunita and kester. I went to doubl check my marks wif mr ong. and he said " Solana, Ure juz passing a maths boderline. U betta becareful not failing ur A maths fer ur mid term" I felt the word useless running in my mind now.
I walked down the stairs frm A maths to Com lab 1. I was U. Finally something to cheer me up. Was to able to c you. But that lasted fer a Min or so
Media Production room
Okayy. I wanted to be sure dat kester wld delete dat fat face picture of me. But i din. He promise me. And Bastard overheard it. He told kester. ITs a order frm me to forbid u frm deleted the picture. I was lyk WAD?!!! u noe bad my dae is already! U noe i m not feeling well already!?!! U noe u always make things worse and end my sch dae bad fer me! thou i din said tt.. he was lyk YA! i wan to do tt. Wad can u do. I gave him my last stare. And walked off. I told the whole world i wanna quit. YEs! BASTARD! are u gonna lecture me again?!! but no! i wont' quit. I wan to do my free video course. C my Nobody 'graduate' frm media. Free food la har. Ya. den i will quit. If Bastard dun let me quit. Simple. I go to mr anwar and expose u! Trust me. If i m realli mean to do tt! But how evil can i go?!! Blame myself to be soft hearted.
Dear dear. Wad tym are u gonna reach home. I juz dropped a tear.
Wo mei shi =)
