Saturday, May 20, 2006!
HandWritten on; 8:46 PM
Okay. There were happy and sad things dat came over my life aft this whole exams shit. Okay.. Lets tok bout the sad thing first.
Sad thing. Shit thing
I was labelled a cheater is babara's blog. Realli lyk "cheater" ya. Not denying that i talked during my exams when my papers were not collected. And checked any ans wif my fren befer tyms was up. Wad i said. I didn started this. There was a starter.. Once there is, There will be a follower. Not juz tt. i still can rmb yunita's words to huihui and to yiyang den to me. Yun told mr chia becuz she was NOT happy wif mr goh actions. Dat i din got a scolding. If She wans a scolding frm mr goh. Okay. I will request a scolding frm him. is it fair enuf. She wans to let the teachers noe tt sol is not a perfect person wif no flaws. Since when did i sae i was a perfect person?! NoBody and NoOne is perfect. ( in the english way of course) Yes, everyone will try to practise and try being a perfectionist. Thts pple's target. Yes. I do wan to excel in my studies. Juz to prove 1 person wrong. My dad. I study at least 4 hrs fer everypaper. Juz hoping i will score well. Do u tink cheating is my list to prove my dad wrong?! If my dad eva knew this. He would dislyk me even more. First fer being useless. Second was tt i was dishonest during exams. this whole thing started on wednesdae. But the greater impact happened on me thursdae. When things were more clearly placed. Y would the hell i would sae yayayaya! I cheated! When i din! To those pple is tt a person would deny to protect herself or himself fer their wrong doings. So m i also rite to sae tt, even if i din do anywrong.. i m olso suppose to sae YA! i did it! when i din! It make sense wad! Cuz to those pple, they are ryte. Am the offenders are forever wrong. Dun they watch crime scenes!?! U noe.. Suspects of lyk 1000 and out of those 1000.. 0 is the offender! and tt wad the police tot he saw and he heard was wrong. thou it seemly look lyk tt. i lost weight. I fell ill, Guess worrying the outcome.. tt i would loose my post and stuff. I tired to numb myself. If things. Not to tink of it. I made my boyfren and my mom realli realli worried. I m realli sorry. I din wan to affect ur life at all. I m trying to get my appetide back and eat more and stuff. Most imptantly got back being the bubbly me ^^ i dun wan Peenuts head to hurt already. I dunno how to help tt head of his. But if the antidote is to see me happy again. I would definatly be. Mondae. Is another dae, to face it.. face my punishments of talking.. i hope i will get a warning and if its needed to get a scolding infront of the whole klass to please camel. I would allow it to happen. I dun wan anymore frenz or shit to get into trouble. This whole crap was bout me. yunita wanted to get me into trouble but its turning my klass upside down! inside out! Even an EB ailen came alive! As in came into the matter. I dun care how much outsider is knwing this. Juz get them to shut up and see the happenings. not adding oil to the fire. Todae was betta den yesterdae and thursdae. okay.. Fer the past few daes. I made my deardear realli worried fer me :( thou i feel lyk a burden to his backpack.. he will still sae i m not 1..
Happy things!
I went out fer 2 daes! Watch 2 different movies. First it was mission impossible 3 wif my 2 favourite and best wives. Yiyang and Yesika. the show was realli nice. yesika closed her eyes at the killing parts. Yeahh.. Kinda frighten me alittle. Okay. i m not bold okay! whahaha! Kinda enjoyed it. Went home early. Nite.. Hmmxxx Lets not tok bout it! This is under the happy =))
Fridae i went out wif deardear aim`.. Went to whr again! thiong bahru?! sumthing lyk tt i tink. Okay. this short term memory thingy is failing me! i went to lavender to meet him first. HE WAS LATE! haha! okok. so evil of me.. He was realli nice to me throughout the dae! Realli! He pamper me den lyk i onli spent less den 3 bucks! YA! SErious! He was realli nice. Den we watch over the hedge. Thou there was the thingy der. ya. cldn lift it up. Deardear to hugged me realli realli tightly. it was comfy =) hilarous show! ya! Then de squrriel when eva he wans to tok. When he raises his hand.He will cover his armpits! I M SERIOUS! LOL! damn funni. Thou i still dun get it y muz cover armpits. Funny thou lol! okay. When the show was ending. Lu sha called. The rubbish appeared in my mind. I was trying my best to get it off. Budden ya. I broke down in the mrt station. THX a million! fer lending me ur shoulder yup. Thou i did the most wierdest thing. I tap in and out frm the same mrt station. =x! I went to east coast ltr on. Thankyou fer accompanying there olso! =) OH! thx fer letting me chu qi! letting me win. yeahh.. got u all wet! naughty me! haha!! Okay. I went all tired. and the air corn bus 10 did the best thing! haha!! I dunno wad 30 realised bout me. But i realised that i m not strong as it realli seems. Cuz i brokedown many tyms.
TODAE!
I woke up lyk 10.30 when aim` woke up at 6.30 cuz his head was killing. Haiizz.. I realli dunno how to help tt head of his. I tink i made it worse =x. I went fer 4 and a half hours of dance! WAS SHIOK! haha! I din want to tink bout the incident already. Thou i was sick. It realli beat lying ard. Peenuts came to send me home. glued his shoe. hoped it last. i din wan him to have another injured feet. Thou his head still hurt. ANd i still dunno how to help. eeee!! We ate yogart! lend him yiyang bk. CUz is a week's tym. He has his Chinese Os to take! ALl the best! Oh! i juz recieved a msg frm him.he juz finish soccer and eating dinner now. yeah and his paternal grandma juz got cancer. I hope she will be okay. I dun wan anything to affect 30. I wan him to be happy..
