Monday, May 22, 2006!
HandWritten on; 10:35 PM
U tink being me is so
EASY?! so
PERFECT!? let me tell u sumthing!
IS NOT! Everything is on ur own. At least i prefer it this way...
No joy in my life. Suffer as a lonerDun accept pities and sympathy. U lyk it so far?!! TAKE IT THEN! TAKE MY LIFE! I got so mani responsibilities prefects ChoirMedia StudiesU wan me to continue naming?!! I will name it all till it will become ur nitemare! I counter so many sleepless nights HeadachesHeartaches( dun ask me ) feeling useless tym to tym Not able to bring myself to tell my bestfren tt i got a bf Not telling my bestfren tt i counter problems juz wif tt Hiding a humanbeing in my lifeU wanna hear more?!! U LYK MY LIFE NOW?! U WAN TO HAVE IT?! Consider urself lucky! U got a bestfren to share ur bf problems and complainsu can show ur relationship openly in sch I dun get so much jealousy in sch Nv fail to be the centre of attraction Hate me all u 1. Hate me for all i care I dun mind being hated. But stop backatabbing me I cannot take any more blows. I m not metal. I got a heart juz a frigile as a glass. It has broke countless of tyms Each tym glueing back piece by piece hurting myself even more I dun even have a single intention fer doing anything i have done Wad does a guy's heart do wif me u still love him. Don't u. Den dun be such an asshole flirt. Decieve another heart again?! Dun u noe how lucky u are now. Think. Reflect. Respond.