Saturday, May 06, 2006!
HandWritten on; 8:47 PM
good endings evoke an emotion. Be it good or bad. It brings home a certain truths that jolt one into realisation.
For me. I realise that i cannot live without a guy. A guy hu nv fails to allow all my different emotions to come alife. Todae. I guess was a harrowing experience. That i myself will not forget. The air was chilly. I felt so cold and alone. sparing everyone the moment of anguish. I nv want to hear the word See you, when i knew it meant goodbye. Red clouds that gathers in the sky. I tried to close my eyes. But remained wide awake was i juz nump myself into a disillusionment. Or was it juz a foolish yet toughtless action. Arresting as it as a beginning. Arosing curiousity. Issn tt wad everyone wan? Point at me den! Grin at me menacingly. For now. My emotions are at a whirl. I dunno to sob. To be in fury. Or heave a sigh of relief. I juz felt tortured. Tortured by myself. Tortured by my own world...
