Tuesday, August 15, 2006!
HandWritten on; 6:15 PM
^^ Lol much?? sigh... I got many things in my mind. I got 2 big projects to deal with. My upcoming testes and blah blah.. Biology, Chemistry, A maths, E-maths sighh... in these 2 weeks which i m gonna be super busy! But how?! Need to study lor.. I tink i will have to stay up late to study and stuff cause my shecdule is damn tight. I heck bout nyaa already, I dun have tym for that. REALLY! Let me tell u how freaking irritating it is! U waste tym doing some organisation's charity work! Sucks okay, I will rather put my tym somewhr else. Sighh tml aim` is not going for tuition...... becuz he has his humanlities exam the next dae. I worry alot for him.. I know is easy said than done but fussing over a spilt milk issn't gonna get the spilted milk unspilted! I dun blame him for his behavior.. Cause i m worse den this. I know it myself. Not topping a-maths for locals in my klass is freaking irritating already. Now i just pass my physics test and i lost to 2 local BOYS in biology. Sighhh... Wads with me.. Am i under alot of pressure or stress? I noe i can get this over with. Getting the board up to its actual ascepts of life. Getting my studies at at least at 68% and I am not over with the fact that i m falling and failing becuase of my post. Its a test. A test with many other testes inside this... I dun wan to hurt my bf, make him worry and allow him to sigh with me for what i m doing to myself, I wan him to be happy, smiling, giggling about toilet paper and backside. Not scolding himself, cursing himself. Why am i saying all about this to him.. Issn it the same philosophy that appiles to me? I won't allow my own pair of hands to turn my life upside down. I noe i will be able to do this. I trust myself. The only way i will get things done is to get my butt into business.. To get over this being a bum lazing ard. Even if tml i dun have aim` tuitioning me with me. I m gonna get a maths done. Circular measure.. Trigo out...
Prefects
- Every department has problems
- Lana is gonna look into everyone
- Tania is not doing anything besides her flirting and guy problem
- Dexter is becoming bad to worse, whr ar the sec 4s when i nid them
- Investiture is on 28 august 2006 ( 13 more daes )
-Teachers dae on 31st of august 2006 ( 17 more daes) ( nth is done) yay!
Everytime i tink of u
I will noe i m dearly missing u
But at the same tym worrying for u
Worrying if ure okay
sumtyms i feel ure hiding sumthing frm me
I m scared, Scared that u won't tell me anything
anymore, I juz feel that me keeping silent will help
I m tired. very tired. i wan to slp. Hugged to slp
