Monday, October 23, 2006!
HandWritten on; 11:35 PM
Heyy little bloggy of mine, has been a long tym since i visted it. A long tym since i post. The past 2 weeks hasn been great for me. Me being called irresponsible has affected me partly. Examination results were not well done, the prefectorial board being such a shit.. sigh, bloggy.. I guess things won't go any better for the next few days. What more, my deardear has his examination coming up. I noe its really wrong to be throwing my temper ard.
blOGGY, U noe what i realise. I realise i m afraid of ms lim. Afraid of the whole world. I m called weaked. Not gonna be leading the board has hurt me deeply. and everytym i tink about it. Hear about it. Talk about it, my eyes just becomes watery.. I dunno why i wan tt position badly. Not badly. But i tink i m worthwhile to have the position.. whats with being emotional. Whats with it?! So being emotional means weak. Fine! I m mentally torture myself man. I dunno hu to pour to. I dunno how to express myself. I dun wan to cry no more.. Whats the point of crying! Really! Whats the point! Hide! Keep it to myself. Be a normal prefect take everything lyk normal. I dun wan to surrender aft fighting so long. Really. I got no mood to do anything except to daze. Juz stare at the wall..
aim` busy? Studying?
bu yao jing zhang kkx!
JIA YOU!
I will be rooting for you!
KAMPATEH!
Love you my adorable baby
