Wednesday, November 01, 2006!
HandWritten on; 1:06 AM
hmmmxx... I finish my geography.. Only did 1 ws of english on the e portal and did 1 and a half qns of chinese comprehension! I juz can't find the mood of studying! Really!! but for now, i m pratically annoyed by a crow in my room yapping and yapping.. I really feel lyk cursing and swearing her.. But u noe what!! I can't! I noe i have been really bitchified and evil for the past few weeks. No actually ever since she started ruining my life. Which is, Ever since she step into my room! When i never approved it! Argh!
I haven been saying much nice things in my life recently, OMG! so now am i evil?! OH NO!!!!!!! I dun wanna be evil and curel!! I dunn wannaa!! But i have become so bitchy!! Like another lana!! OMG!! Ahhhhhhh.... Go back! Go back! Go back!! I dun wanna become vain!! I dun lyk!! biishy basshy!!
Regarding the board, The only thing i learnt is that i have to hide my feelings sometyms instead of being too true to it. ( this only applies to those ROBOTS) wakakkakakakka!!! But this expeirence for the 2 months of being the head i guess paid off somehow. Nxt year will be 1 year that i will strive not for the board but for my studies.. its tym to wake up frm that woolly woolly blanket of mine and start sewing.
I dun have self confidence now. I dunno why. I feel insecure! deardear, its not ur fault! Its becuz i have been criticise till chicken backside already.. I m trying to gain it back. But mean tym.. Be patient with me kkx... I noe i m really a pain in a neck sometyms!! Dun deny! I noe!! U see how ms lana demands her things.. Blehhxxx!! Dun give in to me kkx!!
Deardear, I noe now is really taxing on bks. But jia you kkx!! I give you OIL!! No need to pamper me and spoil me now.. Even u tink there is a need to. If dun have the mood den dun kkx.. Wo bu yao demand things le.. Sounds so BITCHY!!! LOL!! >.< Hk gal has offfically ruin my night!!
