Sunday, December 10, 2006!
HandWritten on; 12:26 AM
I guess life hasn got any better ever since sch ended.. And my laziness has juz got into me.. sometimes.. I juz wonder. Wondering bout life. How sensitive and fargile it is. Till the fullest esteem i have self contain within, sometimes its nth more den a non- living thing.
Dance has filled up my shedules making it hardly anytime for my boyfriend and I. Sometimes i blame myself for having this. Sometimes i dunno hu to blame. But i like dancing. I m juz glad that aim` doesn dispise it. At least i have gain support frm the pple i love.. Its juz...... comforting. At least i know this is not wrong.
The little things i have known in my life, the little gal i see or the red car or a grey teddy.. starring back at me. Gazing away.. Sometimes i really wonder, what is to be 1 of them and see my own life. A life which is feel with love, care, joy, anger, sadness and tiredness.
The words i sae, the promise i made. I try my very best to remember. Thou i dun seem to make a single effort but i know.. My life may looked perfect, coming frm a silver spoon and such.. but i nv lyked being seen this way. I rather live in a small hse. A simple life and life filled with love.
Juz let the wind take me on a flight, a flight that i can share with my one and only baby aim`.
