Tuesday, May 01, 2007!
HandWritten on; 11:39 PM
I am filled with hatred. Feeling very revengeful. I LOST IT! GONE! DISAPPEAR!! I am black now. On the black list. Whatever! Why not i just take a cigarette and some alcohol, tattoo myself. Will that satisfy my grief inside me. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can never do that. I DON'T KNOW! I LOST IT ALREADY! I DUNNO WHERE IT WENT! I am not angry for saying that to me, its just that u said it spot on.