Sunday, June 24, 2007!
HandWritten on; 9:46 PM
Whats the point of having a pretty face and have suitors when her inside sucks to the core. i just feel like bitterly laughing at myself to see at such a plight i am at. I will never blame anyone if anything happens. Because everything starts within me. All these wrong doings are my fault. I rather keep things within myself even when i make small things big. I tried smiling, smile and everything will be ok. I can't.
I am very sorry aim`, i don't mean to hurt you. Things/ stuff fills me. Even if its small/ petty things. I am sorry to have such personality. Go to sleep first alright. Don't wait for me, I wan to be alone.
-Smiling bitterly- holding my tears back.