Monday, August 13, 2007!
HandWritten on; 8:21 PM
It has been a long time since i blogged. I guessed ever since renovations started for the 3rd floor, i barely touched the computer.. Now even when the 3rd floor is done, no interenet access will be on the 3rd floor, not tt it is not ever to recieve the connection but i choose not to let my computer detect it. Many issues have sure happen. 1 of which that just happen today was the release of my chinese results, I got a C5 but a Distinction for oral. I kinda expected the C5 but not the distinction. Thou my results were not up to my expectaions i know tt i had earn it with what i had work on. There is a saying that whatever u sow is what you get. Is kinda true. I am just afraid history will just repeat itself. SEeing the joy in my friends faces just worrys me. I had english oral today, felt tt i had given my best shot but trying to interpret the pic as much as i could. It was just wasted that i did not notice a little portion of it. Which cause the examiner to prompt me. I guess i did pretty well with my conversation, both the examiners giggled and seem interested with what i said. Nodding their heads and interacting with me. REading, was a little worse than usual, i guess my anxiousness got ahead of me which cause me to stumble at few words. I guess school will be very important for me now. Not school, but studies. I definitely would not allow my mind to entertain negative thoughts for now, not so soon i suppose. I do not want to end up berating myself when the results are release, i want to be the top5 and allow my glorious name to appear up there
1. Yesika
2. Warangya
3. Wei Zheng
4. Chen Cheng
5. Yuditha, Xing Yi, Solana
Yes. I want to be that high. I believe that even thou my chinese was not up to what i wanted, I know my other subjects are able to do so. Lets not talk airs about them. ACtions gotta be taken.
Lesser time with my boyfriend recently and i suppose in the near future, his exams, my exams are taking our time. I guess both of us would be just too tired to entertain each other. I know i have made him dissapointed at me at times. My hideous temper, sometimes i wonder how he could even stand it. Really appreciate how nice he always is and was.Never fail to be sweet to me and taking care of my well being, nvm if he is not the strongest guy in the world, nvm if he is not the most handsome guy in the country, nvm if is not the richest guy. SO WHAT?! He loves me. And i love him for the way he is.
I have to not let jealousy take over me. It would just ruin me.
Jia you Solana
Kampetek!
