Wednesday, February 06, 2008!
HandWritten on; 12:11 AM
Ok. Many things have happened ever since my last post. Ok lets just talk about something that just happen stinky 10 mins ago.
Mom " U know u are very rude to ur father? "
Daughter " Issit?! I am tired and he keeps asking me questions "
Mom " He is still ur father "
Daughter " He hasn't gain my utmost respect at all. You should be happy that i don't hate him anymore nor do i hold a grudge on him "
Mom " Well, your tone felt that it was filled with anger "
Daughter " Too bad, I have never liked him, he is just my dad and i have his blood he doesnt deserve my respect "
Mom kept quiet.
Daughter " Great! you just spoilt my day "
Mom kept quiet
I know i sound bloody crude. You know what. I got my life you know. I know who to respect and who to not. My tired but happy day has been completely ruin not that i wish that both will disappear but i am damn tired okay! ARGH! I am SEVENTEEN! How old than will you stop treating me like a kid. When i am TWENTYONE?!! SHEEZZ!! I know if anyone would have heard this conversation everyone would think i am at fault. THink whatever you want ok. I don't even want to entertain this. I am sick and tired of hearing them arguing and both thinking that they are 100 % right and than come complaining to me and aft nagged about me. IT DOESN END! I am like the everything. >.< yah. And i am just here complaining and whinning. Like WHATEVER can!
Ok. We shall start
I quit school but i still intend to go for cca. Don't miss JC life and did not regret for going for 3 weeks. HAHA! Made many friends there. Anyway. People there are relatively nice. Well, relatively i would say is because there are bitching and proud friends too. Who snobs you, well because you are not part of tt gang. You know what. I don't care. I have my group of good girlfriends whom we spent time like together and everywhr. So yah. Thats about sch.
Soeul garden with my boyfriend! Ok. He treated me for lunch like always. Sigh can never get to fight with him. Anyway we made a deal that i will treat pizza hut =] SOON! After i finish working. Anyway. We ate quite an amt of meat and according to him i ate rubbish. =/ i treat making scrabble egg/ omelete but failed. >.< HAHA! NVM! Than baby tried making half boil egg FAILED THRICE! HAHAHAHA!! I din mean to laugh!! =]
okay. About working, I am currently working at Takashimaya as a gift wrapper again for the valentine season! OMGOSH! Its like so boring luh. There issn a fly to even come and pester me. I dunno how many multiple of doggy bags i have made. But yah! ALOT! BUT!! I am really happy because BABY CAME! 2 days straight!! =]] FETCH ME HOME!! HAHAHA!! Even happier!! =]] Ok scott also companied me for the these 2 days. Time past faster luh. At least someone to talk to. HAHA! He treat me dinner thou. >.< Din accept me paying back! At least he did accept the money for the CDs i want him to buy. HAHAAH!!
OK. So working means i earn money. So after thinking about a week or so. And GUESS 20% Offer was like kinda till today. I managed to get myself a 45 bucks wallet!! Its so pretty!! =]] Ok. It won't be near that i would pamper myself again =]] Loves the wallet but no worries i love aim` more. =]] He's Sooo Sweet =]]
Anyway. Yup. Thats about it. I am going to bathe and let water wash away my anger. I am still kinda like worked up okay!
Dark shades of blue/ grey is calling the night
I just hope it don't rains tonight.
