Monday, April 28, 2008!
HandWritten on; 5:02 PM
Sometimes i feel like quiting everything that I'm doing.
Quiting whatever I dreamed for.
Quiting sounds so easy! But trying to quit is another thing.
Sometimes I wished i didn't had such a pea size brain.
Yet sometimes i wished I was ignorant
I guess its a blessing in disguise whatever which is missing in my life.
I don't find my life perfect, I don't find my friends perfect most of all i don't find myself perfect.
Its been a long since i last thought over my thoughts. Thinking of what has happened in my life
Yet so far, I've been a bad girl. I betrayed my own thoughts and my own conscience.
If i had talent, if i had the brains and if i had the looks how perfect would it be?
But would it still be perfect if i didn't had the character or my integrity?
I guess I am still in the process of finding my thoughts. Finding myself.
Living in this world maybe tough but i won't give up. Or will I?
What can I say, I 'm still a teenage ain't i? =D
