Saturday, June 21, 2008!
HandWritten on; 10:52 PM
I feel that i'm not up to my best of my capabilities
and due to my limitations i am treated like a fool
Smoothing myself that it will be okay didn't work on me today.
If u take a picture of me.
I didn't feel that much
I want to fill this new frame
You feel that i am nothing.
Try to write a letter.
Its been getting better
I fear
I got this piece of paper
but its empty
Its empty
Maybe I have been trying
Trying too hard
Maybe im torn apart.
maybe the timing is beating me
I feel empty
And i even wonder if it works for me
It should be getting on this streets
I have been lying at this
Its empty
Its empty