Friday, July 11, 2008!
HandWritten on; 8:34 PM

I wished I could always be my kutsy kutsy self. Sometimes i'm jealous of my crazy self. Yet i can't be 24/7 hrs happy or can i?! Should i feel all so stress up? Or should i take things easy like how my friends take it? I should be optimistic shouldn't 1? I am thankful to the Lord that he has given me such a wonderful life. I don't deny that sometimes I whine about my life but deep down I appreciate with the gifts he has showered me with. I guess this is life. Failing and getting up over and over again just to reach our goals and destination. Thou our lives may seem really complicated at times. I guess we should take it a stride that our lives is like a toddler learning how to walk - before he reaches to getting ready to walk, he had to learn how to roll , crawl,stand and sit. I guess one should be thinking why does this little boy need to learn all these before walking?? Just like our lives our small tasks/roles allow us to reach our goals. Thou some stuff we do may seem like redundant but yah. I guess everything we do is always something that allow us to learn and to reach our goals.
I know I am a lucky girl , having good friends, Calgary and Aim` staying and standing behind me. I have no complaints but little whines in life. I know I have to live my life to the fullest. Having minimum number of regrets, bare the pain and make the people around me happy. Let them understand that life issn't always whatever they think it was. Sometimes i may feel that my loved ones are jerks and nuisance but deep down they really wanna care about me.I don't hold grudges but some stuff just take a longer time to heal.
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YANG! I REALLY LOVE YOUR ENCOURAGEMENT! PLUS U KNOW THIS ENGLISH POTATO STILL CAN READ CHINESE! =D
My dear girl wrote this!
solana 別人只要作一件事就得100分, 你卻得作三件才得100分但也有人作三十件也沒100分你已經很堅強很棒了!!!現在最重要的是為你的家人和朋友好好爱护你自己!!!有时就说出来不要一 个人承担。朋友不是做假的,有高兴的是一起分享又不高兴的是一起解决。但是如果不说不会逼你=D。加油!!!
I Really love this babe! =D I can always count on her!
SOLANA!! DON'T GIVE UP!! KAMPATEK!! 加油!