Tuesday, September 09, 2008!
HandWritten on; 8:22 PM
Freak crap. Today i just had my dance exam. Yeah, the usual, confidence level was 0. LOl. It improved from negative value to 0. So yup. Anyway, I felt that i did not manage to give in my best shot and was one of my worse performance ever. I couldn't turn nor could i do my adasque. I felt so demoralised even after my free work. =( I was the underdog there thou, the other 3 girls had distinctions in their inter foundation exam. But they were really nice girls! =D I saw ms pamela(ex dance teacher) thou after my exam, kinda shocking but yeah. Heck.
I guess i can't feel down anymore, i suppose what is over is over. I mean it could have been worse right? I mean like i could have freaked out during my 20 marks section. Whatever it is, i guess things are meant to be like that. The only thing i pray for now is to get a merit for this exam. At least a pass. I won't expect a distinction but yeah - i wanna pass badly. Really badly.
Thanks Aim` for accompanying me the afternoon. I really needed it. I can't imagine the stupid stuff that i would be thinking. Heh! I promise i wouldnt be sad anymore otherwise your efforts would be a waste. So yup. Not being sad. At least trying not to. =D
